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A glass carrying a full brim of sweetness and warmth had to break at my first sip.

Three days of eyebags filled with dejection and self-induced stress tide over had to welcome back an unappreciated fourth of its kind.

Afraid of what the dawn brings, 
A joy stolen by the midnight thief,
I found my dried tears replenishing its flow in the middle of the night.

On its way

It's difficult to survive and push for the unseen, but that's just how faith operates.

Labor into His rest.

Last Fight

When I have plenty of spare time in hand, I sat and rot.
When it's time to study, I spring clean, I reorganize my blog, I watch drama series and spam movies.

Just anything but burying my head in books.

Awaiting: 22 May 2015 - the day of freedom.

不需要假笑

有多小心都是没用的, 因为在这里到处都是地雷。
很多时候越是尽量, 就越是失望。
心中的好意又算什么?
因为结果不是对方想要的, 到头来, 还不是又伤到我自己。

不要太快回头打小报告,
花点时间用心去理解。

Step of Faith

4 years of warmth and security; 4 years of learning experience; 4 years of humbling tests. But these are also 4 years of fatigue, 4 years of enduring trials, and 4 years of gravel with accumulated worth, sufficient to have now triggered me to rethink and weigh it's value.

Decision making never comes easy; what follows is also unpredictable. Now caught in between a yes and a no, a tormenting thought process that further depletes my remaining strength.

We will never know - which decision is the right one. But I will take a step of faith, follow my inner thought, the first sting of determination.

Sometimes the only way to discover God's will is to practice what I call "stepping out and finding out." If you have prayed about a situation and don't seem to know what you should do, take a step of faith. Don't be afraid of making a mistake. Step out and God will guide you.

There is hope in the promise of the cross.