4 years of warmth and security; 4 years of learning experience; 4 years of humbling tests. But these are also 4 years of fatigue, 4 years of enduring trials, and 4 years of gravel with accumulated worth, sufficient to have now triggered me to rethink and weigh it's value.
Decision making never comes easy; what follows is also unpredictable. Now caught in between a yes and a no, a tormenting thought process that further depletes my remaining strength.
We will never know - which decision is the right one. But I will take a step of faith, follow my inner thought, the first sting of determination.
Sometimes the only way to discover God's will is to practice what I call "stepping out and finding out." If you have prayed about a situation and don't seem to know what you should do, take a step of faith. Don't be afraid of making a mistake. Step out and God will guide you.
There is hope in the promise of the cross.
