On its way

It's difficult to survive and push for the unseen, but that's just how faith operates.

Labor into His rest.

Last Fight

When I have plenty of spare time in hand, I sat and rot.
When it's time to study, I spring clean, I reorganize my blog, I watch drama series and spam movies.

Just anything but burying my head in books.

Awaiting: 22 May 2015 - the day of freedom.

不需要假笑

有多小心都是没用的, 因为在这里到处都是地雷。
很多时候越是尽量, 就越是失望。
心中的好意又算什么?
因为结果不是对方想要的, 到头来, 还不是又伤到我自己。

不要太快回头打小报告,
花点时间用心去理解。

Step of Faith

4 years of warmth and security; 4 years of learning experience; 4 years of humbling tests. But these are also 4 years of fatigue, 4 years of enduring trials, and 4 years of gravel with accumulated worth, sufficient to have now triggered me to rethink and weigh it's value.

Decision making never comes easy; what follows is also unpredictable. Now caught in between a yes and a no, a tormenting thought process that further depletes my remaining strength.

We will never know - which decision is the right one. But I will take a step of faith, follow my inner thought, the first sting of determination.

Sometimes the only way to discover God's will is to practice what I call "stepping out and finding out." If you have prayed about a situation and don't seem to know what you should do, take a step of faith. Don't be afraid of making a mistake. Step out and God will guide you.

There is hope in the promise of the cross.  

Dust to dust

The past shapes and moulds. The past exists in silence.
Curiosity pries, but swallowing is wise.

Forget - the name that hinders. 

Weekend forgone

When the virgin excitement of exploration of unstepped grounds continues to dissipate and gradually be replaced with an ounce of reluctance, it all became .. miserably obligated trips.

Yuyang loves

so they say :

Statistics showed 25% of the people you meet won't like you and never will. 25% won't like you but could be persuaded to. 25% will like you but could be persuaded not to. 25% will like you and will stand by you no matter what. 

I believe ~

Friendship

   Blessed Birthday Bestie ♥

#20factsaboutmyself

Saw the recent trend of postings on #20factsaboutmyself and thought it was rather interesting. Started my little thinking and thought why not pen it down here for fun's sake too?

1. I've got my ideal height - 165cm. 

2. My baptism name (Davine) means beloved. It's the feminine variation of David.

3. I'm afraid of water because I almost drowned three times so far. The last was during age 13 when my legs grew tired from threading water and I decided to "rest".

4. I'll turn 24 this coming December. But sometimes I still caught myself being fearful that a shark or crocodile will rise up from the toilet bowl.

5. My turning point in life came when I realized the true Gospel of Grace.

6. I've worked hard to start the habit of flossing.

7. I'm getting an university degree for the sake of getting one. 

8. I don't read the news; I don't know what's "in"; I don't know many singers. I get my updates 90% via facebook.

9. Perhaps a typical lady. I have absolutely no sense of direction. That being said, I can still find the destination I want to go. Somehow.

10. I want to visit Greece. Hopefully one day with my beloved boyfriend. And I will definitely go to Israel in this lifetime.

11. I don't eat sweets because back in secondary school, I spammed my tummy with close to a tube of mentos per day and now I have a phobia for all candies. Except coffee flavored perhaps.

12. I am ambidextrous. 

13. I daydream about being a tennis competitor all the time.

14. I always apply lipstick and ended up wiping it off and putting on lip balm instead.

15. Have never done pedicure before. Tried medicure once though.

16. My left eye's degree is 275. My right eye's is 700.

17. I love art and pastel colours.

18. I take after my dad. I grew up with disgustingly long leg hair.

19. I like my own handwriting. People like it too :) and this handwriting started because I was forging my dad's back in school days.

20. I hope to have 3 kids in future. Minimum 2.

That's it! :)

Moment of dread

Because once it stops, it breaks the chain.
Once the first kicks in, the rest comes tumbling.  
Better fulfil than to regret.  

The goodnight.

You gave

Thank You Jesus. Because situations don't define my destiny. You do.

Uncontrollable evanesce

Words that are left unspoken; thoughts that are left unexpressed,
will be lost in time.

Relics of a former self

And yet,

There's beauty amongst the ruins;
There's warmth between uncertainties.

A sweet attempt of assurance brought along an accidental translation of reviving the effaced memories - welcoming a natural condensation in the eyes.

Because,

reminiscing the past carries residue of the aches.

14:30 - 16:30

There you sat, here I pray.
There you concentrate, here I anticipate.

We are not yet, but the untamed inner wants, wriggles and jumps.

♥ In Christ,  there is hope. 

Isaiah 43:2

² When you pass through the waters,

I will be with you;

And through the rivers,

they shall not overflow you.

When you walk through the fire,

you shall not be burned,

Nor shall the flame scorch you.

³ For I am the LORD your God..

Celebratory mood comes

Keeps me going

温度

到底在期待什么, 希望什么, 守护什么 。。

有些事, 不好从来。
原来的路不好走。